I was looking over some old journals reading them and inspired myshelf to lose weight agian. I tried 2 other times last year, but didn't have the movation. This time around, I'm feeling the loneliness agian which got me motivated last time, 2 years ago. This time around I'm using non furry dating sites to find someone, I think I'll have a better chance this time. Also I think I'm out of a job agian, havn't heard from my boss in a week, not to big of a deal since I hated it. I'll play it by hear this week! If I hear nothing back, I'll see about a Part time job I heard about and maybe do those comissions I talked about back then. Anyway since it was kind of fun reading my Jounrnal from back then, maybe I'll post my progress agian. ironically I'm starting out at the same as last time 217-218 at my worst, but lost that weight at work so I'm starting at 213 agian...what are the odds of the same weights? I was 183 around july 2012, I want to beat that so bad, I know I couldn't stay at it, but still would be cool.