yup so my mate visited the college of his dreams yesterday and fell in love with it which i kinda knew he would but there are some problems with that ^^;

1) it is like 40 miles away from where i live now
2) i would have to pay for housing because i wouldn't be able to live at home with good old mom
3) i would have to have roommates because i can barely pay for housing
4) i have a cat that will make finding an apartment and roommate more difficult
5) i could room with my mate because his dream college requires him to live on campus for first year so i may see him less than i already do
6) i would need to get a second part time job because i would no longer be able to do my current second part time job because its local >.<
7) i would need a way to store my excess stuff the the apartment may not be able to hold
8) i need more $ for college and room so i need to really work my ass off now x.x while keeping up with classes

so ya... all these fun thought overflowed last night with the news of my mate's rooming issue and we both ended up crying in each other's arms (which was powerful because my mate tries to never cry) not wanting to let the other down with what choices will have to be made...

so i'm sorry i'm uploading art more slowly and i'll try to get some up each month but i have a lot on my plate so give it time ^^;