Hope she is okay. And dont beat yourself up over physics. Not practical for most anyways.

lol. it's irrelevant to my life :P

I know exactly what you are going through. I too have been struggling a bit in class lately, and if there's one thing I've learned is don't stress over it. If you fail, it's not the end of the world (especially if it really has nothing to do with your future plans) and stressing about the class only makes it that much more painful if you do fail the class. I enjoy physics, I need to do it for my major, but even I find it challenging even in the first level physics class I'm taking.

And as for your aunt, hope she is okay. *hugs*

My aunt is dieing sadly u.u

im sorry hun. i hope life goes better for u.