Its like i'm holding my breath
Pain spreds in my chest a slow buring ache
Memories pour in of smiles, laughter love and hope
longing adds to the pain
and then...the tears came

Swept away in darkness
hiding away as the weeks turned into months and the months into a year
terror turns the heart brittle and i am consumed with fear
the road that lays beforeme is a cross road
I stand there not moving waiting

I wait For the other to come take my hand
to chose a path that will lead to a new land
I know what stands in my way but they will not win for the power of soulmates is to strong
I will wait...always until i can breath again
I say to myself....somethings are worth waitng for