So I saw the specialty doctor today and the plan is (folowing another type of MRI to make sure its not a fast growing version) is to wait 2.5 months so I cna graduate and then do a Mddle Fossa surgery. there is 40% chance I will loose all hearing in my right ear and migraines are to be expected. however my chance of facial paralysis and sever complications are vary small. Lukly my dad and stepmom went with and were as support full as they can be (which still involved my step mom belittling my intellect continuously and her not wanting to touch me as if I carry the plague)(and her calling guys in chewbacca suits in hollywood "the furries" along with a animated stuffed teddy bear on tv to spite me >.>). there might be up to a 6 month for full recovery time to regain my balance and facial muscles. uckly my parents paid for some good chinese food and a deli sandwich so im happy =^.^= also I just finished my finals for my second to last quarter and shutting myself in the library for the last two weeks have paid off and I aced two of my finals and theoretically could make deans list again, though two B's and an A seem more likely *shrugs* but I had alot of stuff to deal with so I guess thats okay. anyways, luffs ya all, and when it comes time for my hospital stay id be ever most grateful to see some furry faces :3