Alot of stuff is going on with me irl at the moment. I felt as if i had be knocked into a pit with no escape...then i was given some foot holds and now i feel like those very foot holds are crumbling under me. My life has been torn down and I've lost my place in the world. Not sure of what to say or what to feel or what to think anymore or who or what to believe. I'm trying my best to keep my head up and stay positive but little things just keep pushing me back down further into the pit. After Wednesday don't expect to see or hear from me for awhile. I need to do some soul searching and rebuild myself for me if i want to make it out of this pit. I just hope that the mouth of this pit doesn't become blocked, leaving me alone.