Meh
13 years ago
I said I would update...
Everyone I know is getting in such a bad mood this week… my parents, my friends, my online friends, even my tutors…
Dosn’t help that it effects me in a bad way to, making me blame myself for everything although I have done nothing wrong… And then my depression kicks of and I start crying for no reason and saying I want to die. And my online friends are having a shit week which dosn’t help me either because there’s nothing I can do to help them… and coming on the computer is my only getaway from problems I’m having offline.
Idk… I might take a week away from the computer or something, just get my head around things, I get money next week and I’m going out with a friend… that might cheer me up, but for now I think I just need to take some time off and let everyone get themselves sorted since there’s not much I can do atm… I may or may not come online idk yet.
Everyone I know is getting in such a bad mood this week… my parents, my friends, my online friends, even my tutors…
Dosn’t help that it effects me in a bad way to, making me blame myself for everything although I have done nothing wrong… And then my depression kicks of and I start crying for no reason and saying I want to die. And my online friends are having a shit week which dosn’t help me either because there’s nothing I can do to help them… and coming on the computer is my only getaway from problems I’m having offline.
Idk… I might take a week away from the computer or something, just get my head around things, I get money next week and I’m going out with a friend… that might cheer me up, but for now I think I just need to take some time off and let everyone get themselves sorted since there’s not much I can do atm… I may or may not come online idk yet.