Okay as some of you know I do catering in college welll basically I was told I was doing really well and I had a good chance of getting on to do the second level in september, well I went for my meeting and they basically turned around and said they don't think I am caple of moving up next year. It was like a kick to the fucking face, they basically said it because I have a thing aginst this girl in my class and so does everyone else but they really like her and think she's the best ever. And they said I shouldn't move up next year because I struggle and I dislike that girl. I got pissed but refused to cry in front of them and old them it was my first year of course I was going to struggled, I just came out of a school that treat me like shit and I come in to college and nothing fucking changes. I'm so angry and upset but someone is going to try and get a six week trial for me but I'm also thinking about changing courses because I refused to be treat like that.

My hay fever is acting up pretty badly and I'm kind of bed ridden most of the day, and I went to collect my pills today which is a controled drug and if someone gets there hands on it they can sell one pill for 1000 pounds on the black market. And I found out today that someone has been coming in either pretending to be me or the people who work in the chemist has fucking been stealing them.

erghh okay whatever rant over the only good thing that happend is I found someone special to me and she is keeping me happy