Death Visits
13 years ago
General
ओम श्री गणेश फिर नामा.
सब जो पढ़ने इस धन्य हो और शांति पता चलो.
चलो मुझे तैयार है और तैयार बातें मैं जरूरत
हम सभी पर समृद्धि और शांति की चमक चलो
सब जो पढ़ने इस धन्य हो और शांति पता चलो.
चलो मुझे तैयार है और तैयार बातें मैं जरूरत
हम सभी पर समृद्धि और शांति की चमक चलो
So as you know i have been fighting a head cold/infection/ party to see who can stuff as much mucoucous in my head cavities. this has led to some weird sleeping times. very weird sleeping times. so i got up today at 10:10 PM after going to bed at around 3pm. i get up and my bladder is of course full in only the way us diabetics can fill them. so i rush to pee. but something just feels wrong
i get back out.
dead bird
three dead koi
several dead goldfish
rats hiding hard
bunny completely above normal batshit
other fish hiding
What
The
Fuck
REALLY!?!?!
we checks the USGS and nothing at all in our area earthquake wise. which would explain things. there was no construction, no loud noises, no anything that i can think of that might explain this. no disease with the fish and water is fine. and even if it was off there it would not explain why all the other fish were so skittish down here. I mean anyone who owns fish knows they do not back away when they know the food is coming. you can feed them all day long and they will always act like OMG OMG OMG I HAVE NEVER EATEN BEFORE!
Also dead fish would not equal dead bird. the kinds of fish and bird it was though are the kind that can go nuts and kill themselves or die from heart attacks when stressed hard. i lost Zebra finches when we had the flood cause the shop vac scared them to death. and of course being sick and already low capacity there is not much of anything i can do to really fix anything other than gather the dead and place in freeze until i can bury them.
honestly this can all go to hell right now. I keep ignoring all the bad trying to push through so i can have a nice home and get health going by getting a doctor and for every step i take forward something like this happens. and people wonder why i feel a little cursed.
i get back out.
dead bird
three dead koi
several dead goldfish
rats hiding hard
bunny completely above normal batshit
other fish hiding
What
The
Fuck
REALLY!?!?!
we checks the USGS and nothing at all in our area earthquake wise. which would explain things. there was no construction, no loud noises, no anything that i can think of that might explain this. no disease with the fish and water is fine. and even if it was off there it would not explain why all the other fish were so skittish down here. I mean anyone who owns fish knows they do not back away when they know the food is coming. you can feed them all day long and they will always act like OMG OMG OMG I HAVE NEVER EATEN BEFORE!
Also dead fish would not equal dead bird. the kinds of fish and bird it was though are the kind that can go nuts and kill themselves or die from heart attacks when stressed hard. i lost Zebra finches when we had the flood cause the shop vac scared them to death. and of course being sick and already low capacity there is not much of anything i can do to really fix anything other than gather the dead and place in freeze until i can bury them.
honestly this can all go to hell right now. I keep ignoring all the bad trying to push through so i can have a nice home and get health going by getting a doctor and for every step i take forward something like this happens. and people wonder why i feel a little cursed.
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