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Back from the Dead (this will be kind of boring, sorry)
13 years ago
I was gone for a long time. How are you guys? How's life? Sorry about disappearing.
I still have that crappy job. My boss figured out how to manipulate me into performing better, which really sucks. But my panic attacks have lessened, and since I've been working there for 4 months people see me as a permanent fixture so they treat me better. I don't know, it's a job that gives me a solid 20 hours a week, and those are hard to come by.
I'm slowly trying to get myself interested in things again. Like, I've started exercising and playing piano, and that's kind of helped my mood. I've cut down on my smoking because if I smoke less I have more powerful trips. When I was smoking 3 to 5 bowls a day, it would just make me tired and only slightly glitchy, and that's not as fun. Also, I save more money and I don't feel like I'm my dealer's bitch.
I'll post something more interesting later.
I still have that crappy job. My boss figured out how to manipulate me into performing better, which really sucks. But my panic attacks have lessened, and since I've been working there for 4 months people see me as a permanent fixture so they treat me better. I don't know, it's a job that gives me a solid 20 hours a week, and those are hard to come by.
I'm slowly trying to get myself interested in things again. Like, I've started exercising and playing piano, and that's kind of helped my mood. I've cut down on my smoking because if I smoke less I have more powerful trips. When I was smoking 3 to 5 bowls a day, it would just make me tired and only slightly glitchy, and that's not as fun. Also, I save more money and I don't feel like I'm my dealer's bitch.
I'll post something more interesting later.
