Shit has hit the fan.

I am coming to the relization that there is almost no possible way that I am going to pass my classes this semester. Because of this I will most likely be put on academic suspension. And if that wasn't all, I found out that we don't have enough money to pay for the phone bill, electric bill, or the car payment. So, in other words, my electricity might get shut off, my phone might get shut off, and they might come take my only means of transportation.

Lately my mental health has been getting worse and worse and worse. I feel like I am in a swimming pool full of wet cement; the harder I try the deeper I sink. Almost my whole life has been like this, and I am getting to very tired of this...

I am so very tired...

Best regards,
Akusai