Yesterday I was working on something, I had used refs and colouring refs as well, I had even managed a decent looking background, I was working on it for around about three hours straight without saving, I was so proud of it and then 'poof' my laptop switched itself of.

I was crying most of the night about it because it was something I had tried my hardest on and now it's gone. I've pretty much lost all motivation to try anymore so I've taken a friends advice and I'm just going to go back to it when I feel ready, I have no clue when though because all my motivation is just dead.