Birthday...
13 years ago
Kinda held off on this just so I wouldn't see any half hearted attempts, but now that it's the 6th I can say what a shit birthday that was. Worked to death, couldn't sleep, haven't yet eaten anything, and am so lonely that it makes emo kids look like motivational speakers. It's not even like I ask for much, I just wanna be surprised. Doesn't mean you even have to buy anything or make anything, even just something more personal than the same two words all the time would do. In the end though it was the same old predictable stuff right down to who said something and who didn't, save for a couple people on facebook but even then that place kinda shoves birthdays in your face if you don't turn shit off.
Think it's time I make the rum disappear again...
Think it's time I make the rum disappear again...
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I understand that empty feeling of loneliness, man; I really do. Where it just kind of dominates everything; even things you enjoy; and makes each day take on a feeling of "meh..." (and more often than not; worse than that). I can empathize because I've been there myself; for a long time.
If it were somehow totally possible to just teleport over there; I'd so drop by to hang with ya; maybe zip ya over here, cook ya something; BS with ya for a while; you know, something at least.
Though it might not mean as much, especially after such an arduous day; It's still the 5th for a few minutes over here, so I want to say Happy Birthday, man. I, for one, am glad you've been around for another year. May you have many more; and your days greet you brightly.
And a belated one at that.