Life is a hell of a drug.
13 years ago
A video begins playing. A wolf, Hakuga, sits in a chair.
He sighs and leans back into a chair, rubbing his eyes.
"What in the hell man... what have I gotten myself into? I gave up the one thing that was mine, and only mine... and now every furred creature on this site is fucking her like they own her...giving her these lewd faces... making her enjoy it... more then she enjoys me."
Another sigh.
"Can't blame her though, she loves feeling wanted... and a lot of the time she doesen't get that from me. Always been a loner, not really the worshiping type. So can I blame her for telling her to go fuck other people, and then having her do it? No... spose I can't... still. I can't get this wretching out of my stomach. This... betrayal out of my head. I thought that maybe she would wait... take it slow... but she... dove right in... and now it's too late to step back."
He shakes his head.
"It's too late for a lot of things, I guess."
He raises an iced glass of whiskey.
"Here's to you Fur Affinity. For making me think I wanted something, and then giving it to me. Only to have me find out, that it wasn't what I wanted at all... the grass is always greener isn't it?"
"And to Icee, when she reads this... and she will. I'm sorry.... and glad for you at the same time. I'm sorry you're losing me... but i'm glad you found the people who want you, like you deserve. We said this would either pull us apart, or bring us closer. Looks like it's the first one."
"Heh. Don't even know why I record these things... nobody watches em anyway..."
The video goes dead.
-Haku
He sighs and leans back into a chair, rubbing his eyes.
"What in the hell man... what have I gotten myself into? I gave up the one thing that was mine, and only mine... and now every furred creature on this site is fucking her like they own her...giving her these lewd faces... making her enjoy it... more then she enjoys me."
Another sigh.
"Can't blame her though, she loves feeling wanted... and a lot of the time she doesen't get that from me. Always been a loner, not really the worshiping type. So can I blame her for telling her to go fuck other people, and then having her do it? No... spose I can't... still. I can't get this wretching out of my stomach. This... betrayal out of my head. I thought that maybe she would wait... take it slow... but she... dove right in... and now it's too late to step back."
He shakes his head.
"It's too late for a lot of things, I guess."
He raises an iced glass of whiskey.
"Here's to you Fur Affinity. For making me think I wanted something, and then giving it to me. Only to have me find out, that it wasn't what I wanted at all... the grass is always greener isn't it?"
"And to Icee, when she reads this... and she will. I'm sorry.... and glad for you at the same time. I'm sorry you're losing me... but i'm glad you found the people who want you, like you deserve. We said this would either pull us apart, or bring us closer. Looks like it's the first one."
"Heh. Don't even know why I record these things... nobody watches em anyway..."
The video goes dead.
-Haku
FA+

"It is what it is. We were never a good couple anyway, she wants too much attention. Attention I don't want to give."
I just hope for the best.