Too many words to describe how I feel right now... Lows and highs... first the highs I'm starting to fall in love with this girl... the lows are horrible.. Never got the job at lowes.. now parents don't want me to get a job for the summer so that means no fursuit no mff... without money.. I feel like a freaking failure... because I had such high hopes for this and for it not happen breaks my heart... I just wish life would be less complex and I could enjoy it alot more... but I don't know..

Maybe fate had other plans for me.. I just hope my luck and my life can be more better..