Work blues and happy places
13 years ago
Don't get me wrong, I really like my job! However, it leaves me a LOT of time with my thoughts. Sometimes, those thoughts turn dark, and I get into anxiety loops that I can't get out of. That's just generally part of the overall package that is an anxiety disorder.
However, it helps a lot to have something more enjoyable to focus on, not just at work but in life. I have some things already but they barely fill the loooong-seeming day, and so I'm soliciting suggestions for scenarios to fantasize about! Especially TF scenarios where the aftermath is pleasant and anxiety-free. I know this is a weird request since these things are probably not going to be drawn, but it would help a lot to keep my mind clear.
However, it helps a lot to have something more enjoyable to focus on, not just at work but in life. I have some things already but they barely fill the loooong-seeming day, and so I'm soliciting suggestions for scenarios to fantasize about! Especially TF scenarios where the aftermath is pleasant and anxiety-free. I know this is a weird request since these things are probably not going to be drawn, but it would help a lot to keep my mind clear.
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Should look that up though ;3
How about a transformation that brings one into a sense of relaxation and belonging?
On a snorkeling trip in a tropical location when encountering wild dolphins, one soon feels comfortable swimming among the pod. Each dive below the surface takes less effort, and breaths are spaced further and further apart. The fluidity and motion of the cetaceans surrounding you is so beautiful and easy that as they brush their rubbery bodies along yours affectionately, you begin kicking both legs in unison more like they do. It doesn't take long to notice those legs are now bonded together, and that your skin no longer feels friction against the flow of water as it becomes smooth like theirs.
The shift in your body's form feels as natural and graceful as the motion of the creatures that surround you. They click and whistle playfully while watching you slip away from your terrestrial self; the hope of a new joyful member of their pod motivating them to nudge your transformation along with soft touches of their flippers and gentle nudges of their beaks. You pull your arms in against yourself instinctively, and feel them begin melting their way into you, save for your hands whose digits spread apart and reshape into the pectoral fins of a tursiops. As you surface for another breath, you realize your nose and throat have closed off from your lungs, but air still reaches them. The sensation is odd at first, but opening and closing your blowhole becomes second nature within only a few tries. You notice the water flowing along your belly is no longer reaching your genitals, since they have now disappeared into a smooth slit, hidden away within.
The swim trunks you wore have slipped away as your hips vanish in the streamlined torso of your new self. They cling to your flukes for a few moments before a flick of your tail sets them free to drift behind you. The stretching sensation upon your face doesn't feel like it's being pulled as much as it feels as though you've finally managed to relax yourself beyond the confines of your corporeal body. A long, firm rostrum protrudes and fills with conical teeth as your eyes adjust for the water, and the world around you becomes crystal clear.
Your vision, hearing and touch now amplified, you elegantly twirl your way into a roll and slide along the bodies of your new friends with a deep sense of belonging and appreciation for the gift you've been given. Your podmates accelerate, eliciting your desire to give chase, and amidst a chorus of shrill, melodic dolphin song you play, tumble, spin, leap, and bow. As the game dies down, the motion slows. The group coasts through the still, turquoise water together, with you now a welcome member. One particular dolphin which seemed to eye you closely the entire time approaches alongside, and gently touches her pectoral fin's tip to yours. The soft contact is without demands, wants, or even desires, save for one: Friendship.
Swimming along in perfect synchronization, the two of you glide through the sea with your pod into whatever adventures await you beneath the waves.
...think of it as job security