Now I Understand,

Maybe It's Revenge,

Maybe It's Payback,

I Don't Care,

Just Don't Put It In My Face,

Don't Hold It Around,

Let My Voice Be Heard,

I Don't Want Or Need,

Everyone's Understanding,

Only The People I Hold Dear To Me,

I Saw Though The Lies And Just Went Along,

Did I Play Correct?,

'Cause We All Just Lost,

I Tried Something,

Something I'll Regrest,

Something Is Wrong,

No More Guilt,

I Stole Again,

This Time It's Big,

My First Stolen Drink,

Four Loko,

Got Drunk Off My Ass,

I Know It Ain't Great,

And I'm Not So Proud,

It Did Help,

Makes You Feel Good,

The Feeling Of Release,

Freedom!,

Once More,

I Forgot What I Stood For,

One Thing In Life,

One Thing That Keeps Me Going,

My Friends,

My Dad,

My Mom Has Left Me,

She Always Says,

I Love You Vanessa,

God,

What A Lie,

I Know My Dad Gave You Shit,

He Does To Me To,

But I Look Past It,

See A Great Guy,

My Only Dad,

He's Here For Me,

What About You?,

I've Gone To Far,

I See My Mistakes,

I Don't See The Problem,

The God Damn Deal,

I've Signed With My Blood,

This Is The Path I'm Going Down,

The Lights Here Are Blinding,

The Path Is Winding,

...

So Many Things I Wanna Say,

But I Don't Know How,

To My Mom,

To You,

To Everyone,

I'm The One,

That Stands Up To Fear,

The Devil Himself,

Laugh,

We Play Cards,

Bet On Things We Don't Have,

...

Insanity Is One Step Away From PsychoPath...




EDIT Note: Uhm.. I Might Get My Phone Back Today o-o. Stupid Mom took it and just got around to sending it. Oh well. Another Note. Most of this is just vent, I just like wrinting in poem style... Some of it is poem but not all I guess. Lawlz..


EDIT IMPORTANT: If you read this whole thing he's a cookie *Puts Box Out*