I want to say I hate you, I want to say it so fucking bad, I want to say how much I hate you and explain in every little detail why I hate you. But you know something? I can't, because no matter how much I say and think it, it won't be true, it'll never be true.

You upset me tonight, you have no idea how much you've upset me but for me to think that I hate you, you've upset me pretty bad, don't tell me you're going to do something, don't tell me your going to stay and talk to me and then you just up and leave me in pain, my arm really hurts... I've never done it that hard and fast before, I've never made it that big on my arm before it's just usally little scratches, but it just proves how upset I am right now.

I came of hard on you on msn, I'm not gonna say sorry for the message you recived when you came back online, I know I was wrong for saying that but I'm not gonna say sorry because I really don't want you speaking to me for awhile, I don't want to chat to you on msn until I feel comfortable, until we get both of our fucking acts togther. So yeah hate me all you want, hate me saying what I did but I'm not going back on it, not until we can stop this stupid arguing all the time.