yeah, this is just random stuff i've been thinking lately so if you don't care don't read :/

just....kinda don't even know what to think any more, i used to make sure i kept a certain way so that i would offend or hurt people or be mean to them or whatever, but now it seems like all the rules i made are wrong

i've had two people tell me that i need to get better at self confidence but, i really just don't know how, and i based it all on that since it seemed to work, so now, i have no idea how to live life any more o.o

i don't know what to think, my emotions are just going crazy now... o.o

so yeah, sounds weird because, well, it is weird so yeah :/