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Where did Kittybutt go?
13 years ago
I do not know if anyone has realized my very long abscence.
If you have then I am guessing you have wondered where I went.
Well, to be honest, I have been avoiding getting online all together, out of a childish fear of losing someone very dear to me. I know it's silly and redundant but I couldn't take another loss. But something happened to little NasNas over the past few weeks. I have changed. Not much, but a little. I have since voided myself of ridiculous emotions that have no purpose and only make me worse than what I already am.
What is the point of breaking my own heart without reason?
So, therefore I decided that if I wanted to keep going I should stop being such a broken fool and wisen up.
Some of you might not like the change.
Some of you might just avoid me as I have avoided the internet.
I won't always be like this. But until things brighten up, this is how I will be. Don't worry I will still be the silly, perverted, goofy Ashley...
For now I am going to put on a mechanical smile and trudge though until I bump into something that changes my outlook.
NOW, I will inform you all that I have been busy with some of my best friends here. One of them happens to work in one of the Aquariums and I send a lot of time there. I have also been reading quite a bit. I go through atleast 4 books a week, which actually isn't a lot. I have been reading Dexter, Eragon: Inheritance, World Of Warcraft novel series, and a few other books. I think the books are the only thing keeping me sane other than being able to visit the aquarium frequently.
There is also a message for Seth I would like to convey:
I am still waiting, I am going to keep my promises to you and I really do not care if you do the same for me. I know it has been a long while since we last spoke but I know you will see this eventually. I pray that you are okay. I am sorry for the damage I have done, I hope you can forgive me. Please, do not worry yourself with me or other people. Worry about yourself and fix what can be fixed. You don't have to worry about me. I am okay, I know what to do. I love you my fiery Angel.
I love you, I will ALWAYS love you. No matter what happens.
Don't forget, Always here, to the edge and back again.
A MESSAGE TO MY FRIENDS/WATCHERS:
You won't see a lot of art from me. IF you see any art from me. I am working on a novel and the writing has kept me preoccupied along with my busy schedule. My friend, Jack, has unfortuneatly been harrassing me about finishing my book since I never finish any story. I am sure my sis, Athirae, would say the same. So, little to no art from me for quite some time. Don't bitch at me for it. I am doing what is best for me, for once.
TO ANYONE WHO CARES:
I am willing to give out my cell number to anyone who wants it. If I remembered it at this moment I would post it on this journal but unfortuneatly I can't recall. So if anyone wants it, just comment or note me about it.
So, this is the end of my long ass journal.
Bye everyone...
I hope to talk to you guys soon.
If you have then I am guessing you have wondered where I went.
Well, to be honest, I have been avoiding getting online all together, out of a childish fear of losing someone very dear to me. I know it's silly and redundant but I couldn't take another loss. But something happened to little NasNas over the past few weeks. I have changed. Not much, but a little. I have since voided myself of ridiculous emotions that have no purpose and only make me worse than what I already am.
What is the point of breaking my own heart without reason?
So, therefore I decided that if I wanted to keep going I should stop being such a broken fool and wisen up.
Some of you might not like the change.
Some of you might just avoid me as I have avoided the internet.
I won't always be like this. But until things brighten up, this is how I will be. Don't worry I will still be the silly, perverted, goofy Ashley...
For now I am going to put on a mechanical smile and trudge though until I bump into something that changes my outlook.
NOW, I will inform you all that I have been busy with some of my best friends here. One of them happens to work in one of the Aquariums and I send a lot of time there. I have also been reading quite a bit. I go through atleast 4 books a week, which actually isn't a lot. I have been reading Dexter, Eragon: Inheritance, World Of Warcraft novel series, and a few other books. I think the books are the only thing keeping me sane other than being able to visit the aquarium frequently.
There is also a message for Seth I would like to convey:
I am still waiting, I am going to keep my promises to you and I really do not care if you do the same for me. I know it has been a long while since we last spoke but I know you will see this eventually. I pray that you are okay. I am sorry for the damage I have done, I hope you can forgive me. Please, do not worry yourself with me or other people. Worry about yourself and fix what can be fixed. You don't have to worry about me. I am okay, I know what to do. I love you my fiery Angel.
I love you, I will ALWAYS love you. No matter what happens.
Don't forget, Always here, to the edge and back again.
A MESSAGE TO MY FRIENDS/WATCHERS:
You won't see a lot of art from me. IF you see any art from me. I am working on a novel and the writing has kept me preoccupied along with my busy schedule. My friend, Jack, has unfortuneatly been harrassing me about finishing my book since I never finish any story. I am sure my sis, Athirae, would say the same. So, little to no art from me for quite some time. Don't bitch at me for it. I am doing what is best for me, for once.
TO ANYONE WHO CARES:
I am willing to give out my cell number to anyone who wants it. If I remembered it at this moment I would post it on this journal but unfortuneatly I can't recall. So if anyone wants it, just comment or note me about it.
So, this is the end of my long ass journal.
Bye everyone...
I hope to talk to you guys soon.
and and I sowwy D:
You know there's websites you can text from right?
Windows Live Messenger lets you.
Textem.net does tooo.
DOO EET.
and yes I got rid of them.
Dumped them off inthe swamp fed 'em to the gators.
o.o
JKING X;D
I forgot to mention.
I won't be on skype..
for a long while..
SPECIAL I SAY!
I SAY DAMMIT~
Dude, dude.
Wanna know something sad?
Seth and I haven't spoken for over a month because he's been grounded.
;n;
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w!! we all kitties now!!
AND YAYYYY!!
PUSSY PALS FOR LIFE!
It was so adorable!
and you know what?\
I DEMAND A LIVESTREAM!