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I went to the doctors and was told alot of good things and very happy to know that I have grown alittle taller I went from 5'6 to 5'8 and my weight is 180 exactly from the last visit it was 178 but the nurse lady said its probably cause I ate a big breakfast. As of now I'm only 10 pounds over in my BMI thingy so I'm still overweight just barely so now armed with tips and tricks to lose weight quickly from my doctor I'm on my way to working off this weight even more and reach my goal weight of "160 and under" and my doctor was funny she was like "you don't seem like your overweight at all you look very nice at your current weight and the girls would love it." I told her "Yeah but what about the guys." She was like "All you would need is a rainbow colored anything and you'll have a boyfriend fast." It's strange how an year ago I never thought there wasn't a single gay,bi,lesbian anywhere in Philadelphia but now it seems I see another gay,bi,lesbian around me everywhere I look. It makes me happy to see how many people could be so open about being "GLBT". These people inspires me more and more to start expressing my feminine side a lot more often It sucks trying to force myself to fit in with everyone knowing some will or won't accept me for it. I'm proud for the way I am and taking that side of me wouldn't be me at all it would just be what everyone wants me to be. I'm sure even if maybe 1 or 2 don't like me for it I know at least my true friends and true family bonds will and thats all that matters.

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