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Is it normal
13 years ago
To just feel like you want to push your friends away? Idk... I've been feeling like it for the past week, I've just felt like I don't want to talk to anyone anymore, that I don't want friends anymore and that I just wanna be some kind of lonley hermit :I
Idk what's wrong with me, I mean I get all excited waiting for my friends to come online but when they do I just get this feeling in my gut and I just feel like I really don't want to talk to them.
And before anyone says "take a break from the computer" don't, because it's not the fucking computer, I'm even doing it to offline friends.
I mean I still wanna talk to people but when they talk to me I get bored... I guess it's because they don't even try and talk to me I guess I just get bored with the stupid replies of "XD" or "D:" instead of acutal words and sentences and we never have acutal proper fucking conversations.... Yeah I guess that must just be it, I'm just getting bored of the same fucking replies every single day, it's the same routine everyday it never changes...
Meh whatever I've ranted enough, I'm going to get some sleep.
Idk what's wrong with me, I mean I get all excited waiting for my friends to come online but when they do I just get this feeling in my gut and I just feel like I really don't want to talk to them.
And before anyone says "take a break from the computer" don't, because it's not the fucking computer, I'm even doing it to offline friends.
I mean I still wanna talk to people but when they talk to me I get bored... I guess it's because they don't even try and talk to me I guess I just get bored with the stupid replies of "XD" or "D:" instead of acutal words and sentences and we never have acutal proper fucking conversations.... Yeah I guess that must just be it, I'm just getting bored of the same fucking replies every single day, it's the same routine everyday it never changes...
Meh whatever I've ranted enough, I'm going to get some sleep.
Since you're not going to say it, or you're going to deny it, I'm not a friend to you at all, I'm just some person that is there, a person that is there to rp with when you have nothing better to do.
And for your information, yes most of my chats with people were talking about people I didn't like, talking about cooking, talking about video games and art, and your basically telling me you don't know how to talk to me even though I'll talk about anything.
And yes I take huge offence to you saying I'm not 'normal' Yeah I may not be fucking normal but it dosn't mean I can't have 'normal' conversations, I'm still a fucking human being.
And don't think it's just you I'm bitching at because there are quite a few others as well.