Well, I obviously haven't been sleeping much.. and I don't sleep well when I do.

My life is shifting. Changing. I can sense it.
For once, I think I like where things are going.. Feels right.
At least for now, I'm not in the thick of it yet.

I have no motivation to attend classes anymore.
This summer will be a nice reprieve from the shit I'm feeling now.

I have one more year of college left.. Next spring, I'll be graduating.
THEN what the fuck am I going to do?

I've discovered some new bands.. well, older bands being discovered again.
Music is actually starting to sing to me again. I thought I'd lost it.. Glad to have meaning back into the shit I surround myself with.

I've been working. A lot.
I'm starting to like my job too much.. I'd rather just work all the time then sit around, procrastinating my homework. Not that I's need an excuse to procrastinate it in the first place.. I don't need one anymore. I just don't do it.

I feel like I'm walking on glass lately. Too many different versions of myself to keep track of. If I slip up now, everything will shatter. If I can pull this off.. I'll shatter it myself and watch all the pieces fall right where I want them to. Have to stay focused.

Drew up my fifth tattoo tonight/today. It's about time for me to get another..
Better start saving.

I haven't had much time for getting my art on.. I'm stretched too thin as it is.
Sorry for that, guys.