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Goddamn depression. (Also, apology post)
13 years ago
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I sincerely apologize for being so melodramatic before. I have no right to treat you guys that way, making you worry for reasons no one other than myself honestly knows about.
I think I've just hit another low point with my art (and my life, to a greater extent), like I have many times before, and it's frustrating & infuriating me to the point of not wanting to produce and/or post anything else.
I have no intention of inflicting any kind of self-harm on myself, so no reason to be worried there.
Updates will probably be sporadic at best for a while though, till I sort through various personal issues. I will continue to lurk about here, commenting & faving occasionally, but I think I'm going to move away from producing digital art for a while. I feel burnt out and have been wanting to go back to more traditional media as of late, and if that at least keeps my output somewhat steady then I'm willing to make that kind of sacrifice.
At the moment I have one ongoing trade to complete, plus I still want to do a celebratory 10k view picture to thank you guys for putting up with my ongoing bullshit. Profile information will be posted up again whenever I deem it appropriate.
Again, I deeply apologize for putting my friends & watchers through all this. I just need to suck it up and get my shit together.
I think I've just hit another low point with my art (and my life, to a greater extent), like I have many times before, and it's frustrating & infuriating me to the point of not wanting to produce and/or post anything else.
I have no intention of inflicting any kind of self-harm on myself, so no reason to be worried there.
Updates will probably be sporadic at best for a while though, till I sort through various personal issues. I will continue to lurk about here, commenting & faving occasionally, but I think I'm going to move away from producing digital art for a while. I feel burnt out and have been wanting to go back to more traditional media as of late, and if that at least keeps my output somewhat steady then I'm willing to make that kind of sacrifice.
At the moment I have one ongoing trade to complete, plus I still want to do a celebratory 10k view picture to thank you guys for putting up with my ongoing bullshit. Profile information will be posted up again whenever I deem it appropriate.
Again, I deeply apologize for putting my friends & watchers through all this. I just need to suck it up and get my shit together.
I do hope you tsunami in life dies down and the waves ebb to a gentle sound in your search for happiness and comfort :c
but its important to know
that even we close ourselves in darkness
there is always a light to pierce through it
Seriously though, keep your chin up, Sobe. It'll be really hard, but you can always come out of a depression stronger than when you went in. Emotionally drained, yeah. But lessons will be learned, and things will eventually come to be even brighter than before. Remember, for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.
Seriously though, if you ever plan on doing something cool like those sculptures again, or even some really badass waterpaints ... or whatever floats your boat at the moment, I might just all get up and be like SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY AAAAAAAAAAH
Anyways, yeah. I hope you feel better soon, and thanks for posting this, it calmed my RIDICULOUS WORRIES a bit.