i know i am being a bit of a downer and i know that. i have been feeling a bit depressed and when my mate gets upset i feel it is my fault...even when it isn't i still feel like it is.

not to many people read my journals i don't blame them because normaly i just rambel...

i have been depresed because of my job loss. i feel i could be doing a lot more with my life than just siting around. but i am also scared that if i take something and i don't like it i will be stuk with it for a while.

the good news is i am going to be sending in a resume and an aplication to the animal clinic here in town. they are hireing full time. which will be excilent for me because i love animals.

anyway... have fun furies and scalesies alike... i wish you all pleasent and yiffy dreams.