I will be finishing my second year of college in mid May and I am SO behind on my work from 3 out of my 4 classes... I feel so overwhelmed. 3 days of the week I'm at Berto's place and he has shitty internet (sorry babe lol) and a lot of my stuff I need to get it from the internet. then the other 4 days I'm working until nights. The only time I have a chance to work on my homework is at night like 23:00 - 3:00 but if I do that, I wouldn't get enough rest since I wake up early to go to work (and school for the matter). My biggest issue is managing my time and trying to figure out what assignments have a higher priority than others.

Finishing my second year will also mean I'll be moving again as I mentioned on my previous journal, with the possibly of a transfer of jobs since the house my madre and her boyfriend bought is within walking distance of a Panda Express. It will also mean that I will barely ever get to visit Berto since there's "no reason for me to go to Elgin".

There's so much to do and I feel like I'm running out of time all too quickly. I feel like I can't relax anymore. But nonetheless, despite all this, I feel happier than I was years ago. Although my Summer will be brief, the weather will be beautiful and sunny again. I will be doing my best to see that I get a chance to meet some of my online friends. One especially who has been my friend since I first joined dA 5 years ago (oh my, her birthday is coming up too I really need to make her something) and another who has helped me so much with one of my classes that's online. He's been such a good friend, it's just a real shame that they're both on "the other side of the pond" but I'm willing to do my best to make these two reunions possible~



I feel both optimistic and sad at the same time. What a strange combination haha.



I find it hard to believe how fast this year is going, I mean we're almost done with April D: I'll be 20 before I know it...

I want to say more, but my thoughts have suddenly escaped me. So I suppose I will do a quiz, it's been a long while since I posted one on my journal lol.


Stolen from OhSententia of dA

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ABC About You Questions
A - AVAILABLE: Happily taken
B - BIRTHDAY: 6 August
C - CRUSHING ON: No clue xD
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Watermelon flavour Arizona c:
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Quite a few actually. I open up to people too easily to be honest.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Until We Bleed - Kleerup With Lyyke Li
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Both, I can pretend I'm a monster and I eat them
H - HOMETOWN: As a generalization, Chicago, but if I want to get really hometown-y it's Elgin.
I - IN LOVE WITH: My beloved Berto~
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Yeah, I killed a baby bird on accident when I was little ;A;
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 18 hours or so, on our way to Mexico.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR: Bleh... I prefer fruit smoothies.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 half brothers, with a 12 and 13 year difference :l
O - ONE WISH: To visit some of my online friends, and travel the world. It's not a wish, I know it's going to happen.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Ivan, my buddy from work
R - REASON TO SMILE: There's so many things to smile for. I especially smile for the little things n.n
S - SONG YOU LAST SANG: Video Games - Lana De Rey
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30am -That's the time my maths started -facepaw-
U - UNDERWEAR COLOUR: Teal black vintage designs lololol
V - VEGETABLE: BROCCOLI
W - WORST HABIT: Jumping to conclusions (though about 6 out of 8 times I follow my instinct I'm right in some way).
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Teeth. Had my fangs removed for braces and got an extra tooth removed surgically (it was fucking horizontal on my bottom row thinking it's a badass :l).
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo!

RANDOM QUESTIONS!!!
Spell your name without vowels: ls gbrl (I have 2 names lolol)
What colour(s) do you wear most?: Blue, red, and neutrals.
Least favourite colours?: yellow x.o
What are you listening to?: With You - Ill Nino
What is your favourite class in school?: Painting class. Though to be honest, I'm not doing very well in any of my classes I feel (/needs to stop skipping to catch up on coursework and actually show up)
When do you start back at school/college?: I'm college at the moment, but since I'll be transferring, the college goes in quarters so my Summer will be very short: 9 July ;A;
Are you outgoing?: Could be xP
Favourite pair of shoes?: I prefer to be barefoot, but I always get yelled at by madre and society doesn't accept it :c
Can you dance?: Yes! I miss dancing so much, it's been so long since I've been to a party where you can dance...
Can you whistle?: No, yet somehow I can make bird chirps lol
Cross your eyes?: Like a boss.
Walk with your toes curled?: Nah, makes it difficult for me to naturally tip-toe.

THE DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Of course c:
Do you believe in miracles?: I would say so.
Do you believe in magic?: Anything's possible c:
Love at first sight?: Nope.
Do you believe in Santa?: He's been dead to me since I was 8 xD
Do you know how to swim?: I've been called "mermaid" and "seal", I think it's safe to say yes xD
Do you like roller coasters?: Yes, though I'm intimidated by a few xD
Have you ever asked someone out?: Now that I think about it... No xD
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes c:
Have you ever been to the ocean?: I love the ocean, just wish it wasn't so damn salty...
What is the temperature outside?: Currently, it's 14C.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: ADVENTURE TIME
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: My buddy Ivan
Ever really cried your heart out?: We all have at some point (or will lol).
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Oh god yes -facepaw-
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Yes, but when I get an injury, I tend to laugh it off even though there's tears of pain coming out. I can't help but laugh... Like I was running really fast and the car door was opened and the tip of the door rammed onto my ear. While everyone else was freaking out (apparently it looked REALLY painful) I simply rubbed my ear in a daze and within a few moments I was off about running like nothing happened xD
Do songs make you cry?: Yes, but only when I'm feeling really sentimental and I'm with my love.
Are you a happy person?: More than I was a couple of years ago, despite all the life complications at the moment c:
What is your current hair colour?: Brown, it's slowly getting lighter to almost a chocolate brown. I miss my black hair when I was a kid :c
CURRENTLY WEARING?: Black long sleeve, panties (YEY FOR NO PANTS )
Necklaces?: Always wear my crescent moon and star that my madre gave me for Christmas
Favourite eye colour?: Anything but dark brown, I don't like mine. It's so dark it almost looks black (I've had people ask me if I was stupid high because they couldn't see my iris and thought it was my entire pupil :l)
Short or long hair?: Long with bouncy wavey hair. My hair can somewhat be like that... NOT GOOD ENOUGH D:

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nope
Mooned someone: Yes, then naughty things were quickly followed afterwards ;D
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes, it's awesome xD
Cried in school: Yeah, sucked.
Wanted to be a model: Nah, I knew I would never make it because of my height even if I wanted to xD
Done something stupid you laughed at?: Who hasn't?
Been on drugs: Yeah, doctor knocked me out with sleeping gas and anesthetic for my tooth surgery, I was soooooo out of it xD
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes, it was awesome, I need to do it again sometime c:

THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke: Either, they taste the same to me xD
Single or Group Dates: Group dates, it's more interesting, especially when we're all playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl xD
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Meat or Veggies: I like them both c:
TV or Movie: INTERNET FTW
Guitar or Drums: omgomgomgomgomgdrumsfuckyeah
Adidas or Nike: Don't care, xD
Chinese or Mexican: I BE MEXICAN