I guess i should feel lucky that i have a job that's good about letting have time off when ever i need it. Espically for conventions. I love furry conventions with all my heart and soul. It's what I live for. It's why i work. Not so much that i can pay bills and live on my own, but the fact that it allows me to go to these conventions and meet the people i truly care about. Iv noticed that out of all the furcons iv been to all furries have at least two things in common. One of course is fursuiting, and the other is music. We may not agree on the style of music, but sense iv started going to furry conventions, my mind has opened up to different styles.

Oddly enough, as much as i love metal and blues. I get most of my inspiration for wanting to play from watching fursuit dancers. That takes alot of mad skill to be able to move like they do and endure the heat from being inside the suit. On the other hand i wish i could dance. Even just a little bit. I guess its never to late to start.

I guess I'm feeling down because its been sense MFM 2011 sense I'v been to a convention. Mainly because iv been trying to catch up on bills. I might try to go to RCFM for a day or two if i can but im not sure ill have to wait and see. I just know that 9 months is way to long to wait for a furcon. I start going into withdraw after the first week lol. I guess i should use this time from now until AC to practice guitar and get into better shape.

Oh yea i joined a gym. and actually its preaty fun. =3 I went to the veterans hospital to get some lab blood work done because i was curious about my sugar and calcium levels. I have an over active Parathyroid which produces to much calcium, and by the time i hit the age of 50 my chances of a cardiac arrest due to cholesterol and me getting dementia increase by 50%. So I joined the gym, started eating healthier and watching my daily intake. I just want to make sure that i can live as long as possible and still be able to move like im in my 20's. Geez, I never thought i would hear myself say that. I love all my furry friends. Until the next convention.