The sun raises in the east as light vanishes in the west I look towards a new horizon in hopes of a better life to show its weathard eye. It seems that I am stalled waiting for some one to save me from this misery and pain, so I keep my head up searching for hope in all the wrong places. But every place I check is not wrong it's a new path leading me back to the man I wish I could be. I Am torn between two worlds one of bliss and the other of torment screaming and dreaming of someone to save me. I am lost beyond finding but soon I know I will make it back home to the place I felt safe. Help is on its way I keep telling my self knowing its furthest thing from the truth but yet I keep pushing forward because for me there is no going back. So I walk this path of misury and pain till I find my self lost again, not in pain but of bliss filled paradise where every thing has came on to me. Like the last clarity of a dieing man, I keep asking me self why can't I stay here and enjoy my life. But there are new doors to open and new places to find. People my come in go in my life sometimes for a moment others forever but what they leave behind is more then they will ever take with them. My memories are shared with people I call my friends and family even thow they are so much more then that to me. I have loved and lost because every time I fell in love I always gave everything I had I never saved anything for the journey back home... This must be why I have came so far and you better hold on to me because I am about to take off to the top. Don't stop now and don't look back is what I keep Haveing to tell my self when I go to the grave my head will be high enough for me to eat the stars. I constantly grow wiser as my tong gets sharper and the cuts I deal out from it will make you shiver because no longer will I hold my thoughts inside, I am a dreamer I am the candle stick maker I am the weaver of passion and the wildest desires in your life. I am you, and you are me we are the same just down diffrent paths I will find my way even if I must travel on yours....