First, Elliots.
I am all about bartering for things like art when I am out of money for such extraneous things. I will be bringing with me several AMC movie passes and drink coupons for trade for art. The whole mess is worth between $30~40 (the price of movies is so damn high these days). If you are interested, just let me know and we can work something out, be it digital or traditional ^_^

Second, anxiety (rant-ish, so take with grain of salt).
I feel like I am always a burden to people because of my issues whatever they my be. I feel I am far too picky about things I shouldn't be like my appearance or the way others see me. I have a legitimate phobia of driving as well (the longest I have driven is 30 minutes around a neighborhood and after that I broke down shaking and sobbing), and not being able to get around really makes me feel like shit and a failure because I inconvenience other people. I just though I would get some of my thoughts out that have been really bothering me the last week. If you are curious for more, just message me.

Anyway, hope to see everyone at the meet up~