I've been feeling guilty for the past couple of weeks and it's just been eating at me and... it just straight up makes me feel horrible. I know I've been shirking on getting people all their commissions (which I'm so sorry, I let personal life get too much in the way) and I've been out of contact with so many good people because I just dropped them without meaning to...

I'm so sorry for all the wrong I've been doing, and I've been trying my hardest to just get everything in order. I know I've been saying how I'd try and get everything back in order... but I've just let it all go downhill and it's been getting harder and harder to push it all back up. I'm so sorry. I'd ask for help but I'm not worth the trouble, that's been made clear.

I promise I'll try and get everything to everyone... but just know it's not gonna be any time soon.

Again I am truly truly sorry....