I've been thinking a lot lately, and, well, I've never really looked on the bright side of stuff for many things. I tend to sound like that little kid in the back of the class who is always shy, and when you get to know him, only find out that he hates himself and the world.

Well, although this might change, considering my mood.. I think I'll try again at this whole art thing.

I'm slightly worried that perhaps, one of my real life friends will find me on here, however, there is nothing I can do about that now, can I? So what, they find out I like drawing anthropomorphic animals, it's just who I am, and I shouldn't care about that.

They'll just find something new about me--And if they hate me because of that, then, well, they can go screw themselves for not being a real friend.

Although, I feel I haven't been a real friend to some of the people I know online, not talking to them often, and, well, I'm sorry. There just has been a lot going through my head, and life, ever since I got kicked out of my Mother's house a couple months back.

But, now, is time for me to go 'I will try again tomorrow' at being true to myself, and others.