Awww dear Louie *hugs* You are feeling exactly what I m feeling all the time because here in my country there are no many people like us, and on the other side, I really don't have friends who rmember me unless they want something. I also feel isolated all the time and just stuck in some jobs where I have to beg to be paid when they just get the mood for it. Having also troubles at home among sicknes and a lack of comprehension. So, the place where I really find a litle escape for all of that is here where I am always happy to see you and to be for you everytime you need. Don't feel so bad hun cause you are not the only one. I wish the best for you and I hope we can find a way to make things better. God bless you dear Louie <3 *hugs*

Life's a bitch you can't fuck. When things get hard, life finds ways to make it worse. But you gotta keep your head up high. I know in times like these its hard, but you really got to stay strong. If you lose hope, you choose to do nothing, which means you miss opportunities. Don't lose hope my friend. I believe you can make it out okay :)
All of us here know you can do it, and you should never lose hope in us. *hugs*
You are still young, you have a life of mysteries ahead of you, do not despair, remember, if you say that life is going to stay in this state, it will. Make it your top priority to do something about that. :)

Yeah... You get to feeling like this when negtive shit keeps happening to a person. I've been like this before. It really sucks. Though I still hope and wish that some good will come to you to start your life getting back to good.

Well life is pretty hard these days considering i still maintain a job that most people considering pretty bad. And i live with family as well. Considering for me right now there is not any other jobs considering though for me i do keep myself available if i have to work extra days and such. Though there is always hope considering this can be a good time to find a second job, which could help your family as well. Considering i can understand your situation.

I cant do much but I can be here to listen

I don't really know what to say. but I can say this; you're still in your teens. it's perfectly normal for people your age to feel so down and out, even well into your twenties. I mean, I know this'll sound weird to you. I grew up in a decent situation and I can't really say I've been where you've been, so really I don't know. I'd probably feel the same if I were in your shoes, so I really feel bad for ya. But this much is true; it's really impossible for you to really put things into perspective at your age, even though you've probably been through worse than I have. Everyone wants to think that they know more than the older generation, and that might be true. I'm not trying to talk down to you, please understand that, but when I was 19 my perspectives were just out-of-whack enough that I often felt like the best times had already passed me. But life... it's an awesome thing. and even though there's alot that sucks about my life at the time being, I'm still really glad I stuck with it. What you're in, my friend, is a classic case of teenage wasteland >.>