okay, im feeling a bit better now that i look and see im only about £84 or rather less but i got rid of the number on my calculator before i could write it down, away from a much better laptop

it's not as good as the one i wanted and it's gonna take me about maybe over 2 months to get it (with out spending anything) but it's worth it to talk to my friends and do stuff with out a dodgy screen (not sure if the internet problem was mine or the other persons but it was still really slow on mine)

im copying all my important programs and stuff onto a memory stick so i can down load them as soon as i get it.

so yeah, feeling better after my total rage but still feeling really confused about other stuff, but never mind

(this is now actually £79 since i just found £5 in my pocket doing nothing o.o )