Feeling down is for people who are too afraid to feel up! Are you just going to be a pansy all your life and never be happy? It's easy to change your attitude all you need is the will to do it. I know it's tough since it's so great being depressed and getting all those internet support comments but the attention you're getting is just the attention a crying child gets. Instead of acting like you need to be burped do something that will get you positive reactions like learn a new skill, even negative reactions are fine like the ones I'll get from this journal.

Stop living in the welfare of sadness and actually do something productive to get attention.