I was going to bed, turned my music on and then suddenly a sad song came up. idk if it was sad or not but the music video was sad enough. and that man to that woman died and she cried and stuff. then the song was over and i suddenly started to cry when i thought about Cindy. Cuz..i love her so much and..i would cry a lot if she died. So i am just laying here in my bed, crying.
i should try to sleep.
if my tears stops