i totally paw to my commissions all the time.

and the stories i wrote back in the day. i read and paw to them too. not as often as reading is just the warm up.

I find I like my commisions as more of A Fun thing to have, I always adore my commisions, But I don't usually get turned on enough to fap. I usually fap to others x3

While I'm writing, definitely. In fact, a major reason for my lack of writing productivity in recent years, aside from having a full-time job, is that I start writing to get an idea out, then paw while I'm writing, then once I've gone off, the urge to write it out evaporates. :( To stuff I've written... occasionally.

I know what you mean about pawing killing the urge to finish the pic / story, which is why I intentionally hold off sometimes just for the sake of productivity.

Pretty much this exactly. I've got like three of four stories that started out really well, really hot, and then I get distracted by the need to ahem, go relieve the tension... and lose the mood/moment/desire to finish it.

I can't get past the flaws in my writing to paw to it, I write porny things for people, but when it comes to reading it, even if the ideas make me harder then the time Manson is serving in prison, I can't fap to it. I really hate that I can't either, cause so little porn is produced in the diaper world.

Well, hopefully I'm doing my part to provide that need :3

Oh yeah... You are.

I don't draw porny stuff enough to jerk off to it. Of the two porny things I have drawn I didn't jerk off at all. Sexual rp used to turn me on but I hate typing now so I don't do that anymore..

Since I don't write, most of my focus is on my own artwork and enjoying the porn in my sketchpad (none of it posted to FA). I often re-visit
pieces that are my more common fetish's and leave out the ones I quickly sketched out because I had an odd idea to play with. Usually my
interests tend to wander before taking a spin back to what I usually look at. While I'm drawing porn, I generally need to be turned on because
that fuels my interest. So basically the entire time I sit there I'm edging or pawwing.

But I really do get bored of it quickly (sans one or two pics) and eventually I just end up back here, reading one of your or someone else's
ideas. So most of the time I don't look at my own works.

While my stories put me in the mood while writing them, I'll hold off on releasing the pressure, since the pent up mood helps motivate me. Also, my stuff usually doesn't work on my until a certain amount of time has passed. Right after I finish it, I usually have to go somewhere else for inspiration.

Depends on the story and where I'm writing it, hehe. ;3

Used to! I have two or three sketchbooks of porn from my teenage years, all of which was used as a masturbatory aid at some point.

Unfortunately, I had a professor in college who sorta ruined that for me. This individual taught me everything I know about proper draftsmanship, for which I am indebted. However, because of their attitude, they also turned drawing from a flight of fancy I enjoy into a grueling exercise that ties me into intractable knots of stress. For a long time I didn't want to draw my fantasies at all; didn't want to inject that level of negativity into them.

I'm finally starting to recover a bit, though. (It's almost like getting over an allergy!) If I ever start drawing proper smut again, there will most likely be wankitude :)

I seldom save RP logs, but those that I do I tend to revisit from time to time. Not so much the short stories but it depends. I'm usually too preoccupied ogling visual smut anyway. :9

I paw off to some of the things I draw

Sometimes I think of a picture in my head, and paw to it, often while thinking of a story in my head. Usually, this leads to orgasm, at which point I forget about drawing or writing what I was thinking about while pawing,

Have to say I'm similar to you. Even with me not being a real artist.

It takes me a while to forget that I drew something enough to get into the subject matter. I know all of the details that will get me going later, so I pack 'em in while I'm drawing. I'll come back to my own drawings in a couple of months once they seem new to me again. :)

Tom of Finland's work isn't at all my cup of tea, but long ago I read something he once said about his art, along the lines of: "if a drawing didn't get me hard, I'd keep changing it until it did". That's what I've always done with my sexy drawings. I love getting the feedback loop going between my sexual circuits and the image appearing on the paper, basking in that calm lovely mystical electric state. Any one of my sexy drawings I've orgasmed to multiple times over the course of drawing them. All part of the fun and magic.

I should clarify - "multiple times over the course of drawing them" - I'll often take weeks or months before I decide a drawing is "finished". No hurry.

I blush at what i write or draw sometimes but I tend to hate myself a little too much to be turned on by anything I could do...

But others are a wonderful thing, but if my character or me is involved I still dont get turned on due to my self hate some more....

I rarely paw directly to stories or art. But, those things often put me into an aroused mood where something needs to be done. When that happens, I will usually set something up that is based on the art or story, and I paw to that. An example would be if you drew yourself in cute shortalls having a wetting accident the ran down your legs and onto your shoes. I'd see the drawing and become aroused immediately. But, it takes a little more than just that for me. So, I would put on a pair of cubby shortalls and my own sneakers, and simply do what you drew in real life. Then I'd paw off like crazy from that.

The same goes for stories. The ideas often arouse me, but I don't paw off until I can take something from it and make it real. Part of the reason is that certain smells are absolutely required for me to paw. Those smells don't come from art and stories. They come from doing the things I see in the art or stories. I use what I see is inspiration to try new things. I don't have to be acting out the art or stories though. I'm usually just picking certain elements that I can make real, and pawing to those. Art that involves cubby clothes like shortalls, colorful kid's sneakers, plushies or wetting, tends to be the best source material for what I do. There's always something in it to try out for real. That's where my pawing pleasure comes from. I don't know why I need to make it real, but I always have, and that's what works for me.

So, I paw to many of your pictures, but it's sort of an indirect pawing, rather than just looking and pawing. I need to set things up and go on the state of mind the art put me in.

I've only completed one story thus far, but I revisit it occasionally. And the ideas I haven't written/finished yet are fun too :-P

I'd be lying if I said I didn't paw to my own work. Mainly my writing though since I can't draw for shit. :P

Most of my stories are expressions and explorations of my fantasies, so I regularly wind up pawing off while writing them.

I don't really re-read them all that often, but when I do, if they turn me on enough, I'll paw again.

I have a written rp with a friend that involves alot of my fetishes. When I know what I'm in the mood for I'll look up a section of that rp to paw to. If I know I wanna paw but want somthing new or interesting I tend to just surf FA till I find somthing that fits.

Anything I write that's not explicitly demarcated as being written for someone else, I have almost certainly bashed my bishop over. It's actually an occupational hazard, as orgasm quells the urge to write. I need to invest in a chastity device perhaps, but those things aren't cheap

Completely off topic, earlier today I was looking up reference pics of rubber boots for a pic I hope you enjoy :3

intriguing!

If I'm fapping to the drawing I'm working on, I know it's gonna be good.

I tried drawing a comic version of a sexy story I've had in mind for awhile -- my first attempt at drawing porn, I think. And wow, I was worked up afterwards. So, um, yes :3

I wanna see!! :3

It's in super-sketchy phase so far, and there's a page left to do... but I'll show you soon :3

Yes. Yes I do. And pretty much the exact same pattern you described. Writing for sure, drawings usually at the completed sketch. Maybe again later, after it's had a while to fade in my memory. Usually that stuff doesn't get finished, because I'm "done", and if I work on it enough to finish, I often lose "interest" for good.