Over the last year or so...I've made a few very poor choices. Some of those choices pushed my mind and my body further than it could take. I'm now showing some symptoms that could indicate damage to my vascular system.

I'm terrified, to be honest. Shivering.

All I want out of this life is to be warm, make warmth, and share it with others.

But that hole inside of me...it is destroying who I am.