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13 years ago
Well I just got back from the Central Plains Fur Meet. It was a very fun and happy convention. 50 people showed up for it, and I knew some and got to know most. There was meals provided and the cooks were really good. 'n.n
The wind was blowing quite a bit while we were there. Our tent stood up against some pretty strong winds. I watched a tornado go by and my tummy gurgled looking forward to dinner. I had to help others quite often setting their tents back up because of all the wind. I helped out a lot of Furries, and also single handedly cleaned our park area. I love keeping nature beautiful! =3
I fell in love with an individual who was there. Didn't realize it until sleeping over it here at home. It's someone that I can't have because I don't want to harm his current relationship. I know that I could, but seeing such a happy and beautiful relationship I must turn the switch on my heart down and listen to my brain. ... It's a lot easier to control lust than love, but sadly I feel both for him. It's ok though. I will just be a really good friend and enjoy the Schnitzel out of any hugs that I get from him, which are very loving and affectionate hugs with a dash of sexy. ;)
He made me reflect on a lot. I was in hopes of finding a mate while I was there, but I was going about it the wrong way. I was going around with my shirt off, showing off and attracting others that way. I enjoy the attention quite a bit, but drawing someone in based on lust usually doesn't end in a good relationship. I also tried being a good friend to everyone there and treating everyone (except Jeremy because he is a fun douche bag) like they were the greatest people on Earth, which made them happier and start acting like it too. Making people feel loved and appreciated almost always makes them friendlier and happier and makes them treat others better too.
I will find love some day. Don't know when or who with, but it will come. Until then I will at least have a lot of friends. =3
The wind was blowing quite a bit while we were there. Our tent stood up against some pretty strong winds. I watched a tornado go by and my tummy gurgled looking forward to dinner. I had to help others quite often setting their tents back up because of all the wind. I helped out a lot of Furries, and also single handedly cleaned our park area. I love keeping nature beautiful! =3
I fell in love with an individual who was there. Didn't realize it until sleeping over it here at home. It's someone that I can't have because I don't want to harm his current relationship. I know that I could, but seeing such a happy and beautiful relationship I must turn the switch on my heart down and listen to my brain. ... It's a lot easier to control lust than love, but sadly I feel both for him. It's ok though. I will just be a really good friend and enjoy the Schnitzel out of any hugs that I get from him, which are very loving and affectionate hugs with a dash of sexy. ;)
He made me reflect on a lot. I was in hopes of finding a mate while I was there, but I was going about it the wrong way. I was going around with my shirt off, showing off and attracting others that way. I enjoy the attention quite a bit, but drawing someone in based on lust usually doesn't end in a good relationship. I also tried being a good friend to everyone there and treating everyone (except Jeremy because he is a fun douche bag) like they were the greatest people on Earth, which made them happier and start acting like it too. Making people feel loved and appreciated almost always makes them friendlier and happier and makes them treat others better too.
I will find love some day. Don't know when or who with, but it will come. Until then I will at least have a lot of friends. =3
As for love, it will come. It resides in the most peculiar of places but will show itself when it's ready. I myself went chasing after love once and moved far from home just to get my heart shattered by someone. Once I moved back home and let myself move past said things, I met dale. It was by chance that he came out to hang with us one evening and I am glad he did.
I know it sucked getting my heart broken before but if I could change my past I wouldn't. All the things that happen in our lives happen for a reason, and without those events that transpired, good, bad, or painful, we wouldn't be where we are now. And I wouldn't trade what I have now for the world. I have never been so happy and content with my life as I am right now.
I have been in true love twice. I had one taken forever, and the other we were too young and didn't know how to survive on our own and he ended up moving, but we are the best of friends online. =3 I take it as... Every experience is either a good memory or a learning experience, and I can one day give both to another person who loves me...
Jim Dale is a really awesome guy. You two are some of the friendliest people I have met and seem to have a very good harmony that is highly functional when trying to accomplish anything. 'n.n Can you thank him for going swimming with me? I wasn't going to go by myself and he also loaned me some water shoes.
On another note... Have you though about making a Facebook page for CPFM and CPFC? I know that Facebook is annoying some times, but it is great for advertising and giving updates.