That's it. Fuck it. I'm sick to fucking-death of these panic attacks! I want to move away from Stourbridge, somewhere where no one will ever fucking recognise me again. Seriously!
I'm tired of it, I hate it here, I hate the people here, and I hate the memories I have here!

The sooner I can leave the sooner I can leave my life behind, and the sooner I can rid myself of every fucking panic attack caused by people who have done nothing but cause me trouble, harassed me, and just make my life a complete hell.
People only have to call my name and I will look without hesitation, the instant I do not recognise them, panic sets in. The instant I hear someone shout my name in a gruff voice, I start to hyper ventilate. The moment I see a chavy figure or a group of people, I blindly panic and run home or to the nearest fucking convenience store!
IM SICK of living a life of fear, and Im tired of people instilling that fear and taking pleasure from it. It's wrong, it's not right, its immoral, I Should not have to live like this! NO ONE SHOULD!!

Ugh!.....