Well, I'm really happy for a change. Way, way, happier than I've been in a long time thanks to last nights shitty webcam conversations. After my heart stopped felling like it was going to pound through my chest, and after I stopped shaking, and nervously squirming about, it was great. N'aah who am I kidding, it was amazing from the start. Right when I saw his face, it felt like I was a deer in headlights. (No pun intended) Good thing he couldn't see me at first!
I even woke up this morning with a huge smile remembering everything that happened. Ah, this is so strangea. No one has ever been able to make me feel the way he does.