so i just got back from my vacation and boy am i exhausted. some things have changed, and i finally did get my head straightened out. the friendliness was welcome, and i made a few decisions. i'm going to wait a long time before resuming other areas of my life, and work out the basics first. and i found a renewed, deeper interest in the love of my life, who treats me so very well.

and the only thing i can think of is that jay-z song "dirt off your shoulder", heh its rap but its good stuff.