tonight i'm going out to see a friend who i havent spoken to in a while. our friendship ended on bad terms, and in all honesty, it was mostly my fault. i'm humbled however that he even is willing to speak to me again, and i do not want to ruin this chance to make things right again. knowing my friend, he really lets me have it when he's angry, and although i'm sure he's not steaming, i'm expecting he might have a few harsh words for me. what i want to avoid is us /both/ leaving with our feelings hurt, so i'm just going to be myself, and if he says anything to me i don't like, i'm just going to listen and be humble. he's a generally forgiving person, and i do not wish to hurt his feelings any more. i'm hoping that as long as i have the attitude that "ok i was wrong" and let him know how foolish and irresponsible i have been, maybe he'll let me back in his good graces. i know its going to go well, he's been too good a friend to me, and i feel like i can be man enough to just take whatever he dishes out and live with it. what good is a reputation if you don't have any friends? thanks for reading!