ugh im such a whore for weed. and beer, recently. anyway, i dunno if i should stop completely (don't even know if i can), but for the past few years, i've been wanting to stop. mainly because i havent been able to afford it. lol when u steal money from your parents to get it, thats when you know its a problem (i guess). but i could pay for it myself if i step up my business a bit, get a few more computers fixed and such. and really, i don't know if i have to stop, i just think i need to change the way i use it. i bet if i set some ground rules for smoking, and followed them, it wouldn't affect me so much. i dunno, maybe at nights, or only when im drawing, or watching tv... any smokers (or ex-smokers) out there, feel free to leave suggestions! non-smokers, you can suggest things too, but if you havent ever felt the grasp of drug addiction, i think its going to be hard for you to understand things from my perspective. and then there's the whole thing about pot being illegal, so i really shouldn't be using it anyway, even tho its so much fun.