Well... I stayed up all night. Passed out around 7 AM, then woke up at a 11. Got a text from my boyfriend.. this led to bad things. Like him yelling, then him getting kind of petty, and eventually just... not sounding like himself at all.

Then he dumps me.

My boyfriend of 2 years, and my first decent one, dumps me over the phone. Not that there's a lot of other options, considering it's an online relationship.. was supposed to become more when I moved up there in a year or so, so this is kind of a big kick in the head.

Oh, then I find out, not from him, that he's moving to Texas, only to be dissuaded. Now he's staying at his own place, and has STILL BROKEN UP WITH ME. Keep in mind that this shit is all happening CURRENTLY. Not after the fact or... -sigh- Nevermind. Let's move on.

I guess the reason I'm posting this is.. for a little comfort. Just a call to people, for a little reassurance that I don't need the man I love more than anyone else (And that's a lotta love, I'm like a goddamn hippie) to be happy..

EDIT: Oh, lets not forget what he was to me. My best friend, my Master, my brother, and my god damn father. All gone, forever.

EDITEDIT: Heh... my world fell apart not with a bang, but a whimper. A little light snuffed out in the great wind of the world. And while this all happens, the world keeps spinning. People keep posting art, time keeps ticking, and we take one more step into the future, all while I stay standing still... it's humbling, and a little funny.