Theres a dream in the future
17 years ago
Ask me questions and I will tell no lies.
Silicone, saline,poison, inject me baby Im a free bit... Im a free bitch...
Silicone, saline,poison, inject me baby Im a free bit... Im a free bitch...
It seems no matter what I do anymore, things will suck.
I tried to be happy and show pride.
I got jumped.
I tried to work hard.
I lost hours and money and am now in debt.
I gave my heart to people.
Each one broke it.
The ones I love more then anything that havent killed me inside live so far away, that I can have them.
Its getting old and fast. Im sick of being down. Im sick of being treated like ... well some of you know.....about my dad and the money thing..yeah.. anyway.
Am I being an emo shit? Yes. Do I like it? Hell no.
Ive just been thinking...
Would it be better to just stop the love. Stop the friends. Just work. Sleep. School. Would that be better? Not talk to anyone. Be cold and heartless? I dont understand..... would it be better for me and everyone else?
I tried to be happy and show pride.
I got jumped.
I tried to work hard.
I lost hours and money and am now in debt.
I gave my heart to people.
Each one broke it.
The ones I love more then anything that havent killed me inside live so far away, that I can have them.
Its getting old and fast. Im sick of being down. Im sick of being treated like ... well some of you know.....about my dad and the money thing..yeah.. anyway.
Am I being an emo shit? Yes. Do I like it? Hell no.
Ive just been thinking...
Would it be better to just stop the love. Stop the friends. Just work. Sleep. School. Would that be better? Not talk to anyone. Be cold and heartless? I dont understand..... would it be better for me and everyone else?
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