Lately my job has been stressing me out to the point that I have thoughts of causing myself physical harm to get out going to work... I've never acted on them but these thoughts disturb me. I told my Manager that this job is driving me insane and tearing me apart I cant stand to be in customer service much longer... But she cant seem to understand what I mean. Tonight I feel empty... I dont know why, Im emotionally drained and just feeling so depressed... I want to talk to someone about it but I dont know why but I cant seem to be able to find the right person to talk to about all this... I know my friends and familly are all there for me... But they tell me the same thing "things will be ok, quit your job, find a new boyfriend" but thats not what I need right now... I dont know what I need right now but I feel as though it would be better to talk to somone who isnt a bias towards me...

I really hope things clear up soon... I feel like Im emotionally caged up and I feel as though its destroying my relationship...

Foxen