Might be changing jobs soon, the company I applied for had me fill out a more detailed job app so Im hopeful. its become a very needful thing. Working graveyards has been difficult for both my family and my social life.

My current job well its forty hours I have more of a conversation with the newspaper vendors then I do my own coworkers. I just dont feel a connection with my coworkers even when I do try to have a conversation it tends to turn into me doing all the talking and them head nodding. Im just not sure what is with the people who work here. As shy as I am I have tried to be social. A lady who was very out going and chatty was told not to come back. It seems her need to constantly talk got on the supers nerves.

Im feeling a change is needful and have been a bit excited at the idea as well as a bit nervous. As change of course is a bit scary, the great unknown. And yet the term nothing ventured nothing gained comes to mind. I have advanced and learned as much as I can at the current job and now have out grown it. Also am eager to escape from the midnight shift, the company I applied for does not have a midnight shift. Just getting to sleep normal hours to me is worth the 40 min comute to work.


And of course there is the possibly I might happen to make a few new friends once I change jobs. I have been pondering going to one of the local fur meets but I fear what would happen is I say hi they say hi then the painful silence begins...