im a little scared right now, its just kindove about my crush, im not sure if he likes me but someone told me, that itll never last, which gets me a little more scared, i mean he seems to like meh, and weve been best friends since first grade, but the person who said that also says were cute together, and this story about how he probably likes me, based on how he was acting but i just keep remembering the time he said he had a crush on someone (but i dont think he was serious, by the way he said it, but now im just confsed and this is starting to sink me back into the whole lightning situation and my head is spinning and yes this journal is almost a rant in a way (mostly if u dont know me in person)