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Fredrik's here~
13 years ago
As some of you are aware of, I picked Fredrik up from the airport today.
The feelings I have...they're surreal...I mean...people know how I am in person...I'm -not- very sexual and I love laughing and all that...
I...don't know what to say almost. He's sleeping upstairs right now, and I can't sleep (and work in 3 hours). I got one hour of sleep before I left to pick him up.
My heart won't stop pounding, my mind won't stop racing...I want to touch him, hold him, hug him..cuddle him...but with this being his first time in this kind of scenario with another person...I'm giving him his space so he can adjust on his own. The moment I saw him, sexual feelings and thoughts I've never had around anyone else emerged...I don't know how to handle it.
This isn't how I am, I don't know what's come over me. (He looks so peaceful right now...and really cute)
Sorry for the random journal...just had to get these thoughts out.
The feelings I have...they're surreal...I mean...people know how I am in person...I'm -not- very sexual and I love laughing and all that...
I...don't know what to say almost. He's sleeping upstairs right now, and I can't sleep (and work in 3 hours). I got one hour of sleep before I left to pick him up.
My heart won't stop pounding, my mind won't stop racing...I want to touch him, hold him, hug him..cuddle him...but with this being his first time in this kind of scenario with another person...I'm giving him his space so he can adjust on his own. The moment I saw him, sexual feelings and thoughts I've never had around anyone else emerged...I don't know how to handle it.
This isn't how I am, I don't know what's come over me. (He looks so peaceful right now...and really cute)
Sorry for the random journal...just had to get these thoughts out.
it may take him a little time to know how he truly feels but...from the moment I saw him and he touched...my body knew
although I'm gonna have a really rough night of work ahead of me lol ^^;
I really hope you two have the best of times ^-^
I find this journal.. inspiring.. really inspiring ^-^
I'm getting confused here! lol
It's just sweet to hear how happy you seem to be and think I may be in the same shoes in time..
Thank you
How long have you two known each other o-o?
needless to say, I've already told him...it's gonna be a hard month xD; but ofc I respect our agreement :3
:D lol
Any advice?
His main chit chat topic was getting there already <3!!
You guys have the most fun and lovings!
hope you two have a awesome time together
I'm happy for you. Both of you. Your both together in person for the first time. I'm kind of speechless just writing this! X3 In fact, I think I'll stop here for now. And if I don't talk to you before it, see you at AC!
OwO Don't fear these feelings..you needed the right person.. and you found HIM. he's an amazing guy hun, both of you are some of the best I've ever know. -hug hug hug-
Ease into what you feel..let it guide you. Your heart and inner self know better... and I doubt Fred would EVER let himself hurt you.