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13 years ago
"Life is anguish. Anguish is life." Unknown author
Having a Hebrew ancestry, I try very hard to not dwell on the hardships of my own life, especially after everything my ancestors have been through. But something happened lately that has made it pretty hard. It is no secret that I am gay, but I keep many aspects about this part of me under wraps out of respect for my family, despite how much they disrespect me for my sexuality. Something that I have not only ventured into, but have had great success in, is cross dressing. I have only done this for a few weeks, but have not only succeeded in fooling several men and women as my alter ego, but have been able to receive affections from straight men (have no fears, bu, I'm faithful). As of last Saturday, my alter ego has been discovered by my father, and I have been disowned by my immediate and extended family. Aside from a few friends scattered around the Puget Sound and my aunt, whom is also looked down upon by the family, I have basically been living on my own or crashing at a friends' house. Have heart, though, for I have been able to find work, albeit temporary construction and landscaping jobs, and have a chance to get my own apartment in the city. My friends have been angels to me since this all started, and
Having a Hebrew ancestry, I try very hard to not dwell on the hardships of my own life, especially after everything my ancestors have been through. But something happened lately that has made it pretty hard. It is no secret that I am gay, but I keep many aspects about this part of me under wraps out of respect for my family, despite how much they disrespect me for my sexuality. Something that I have not only ventured into, but have had great success in, is cross dressing. I have only done this for a few weeks, but have not only succeeded in fooling several men and women as my alter ego, but have been able to receive affections from straight men (have no fears, bu, I'm faithful). As of last Saturday, my alter ego has been discovered by my father, and I have been disowned by my immediate and extended family. Aside from a few friends scattered around the Puget Sound and my aunt, whom is also looked down upon by the family, I have basically been living on my own or crashing at a friends' house. Have heart, though, for I have been able to find work, albeit temporary construction and landscaping jobs, and have a chance to get my own apartment in the city. My friends have been angels to me since this all started, and
My friends have been angels to me since this all started, and my Aunt, God bless her, has been nothing but supportive she caught wind of all of this. She's given me enough money to tie me over until I can find more permanent work, and is even promising to help me get my own place once I can secure my life.
All must go through trials in life to gain His favor, and this is just my trial. It hasn't been fun or easy, but it's approaching the end, and I personally think that this can both be a learning and growing experience. God bless, everyone.